Chum chum hitmaker Vivian has spoken about her breakup with Sam West and how it affected her life especially musically. While talking to Lynn Ngugi on her Youtube channel, Vivian credited the fall of her music career to the breakup saying that everything crumbled down after the split.
It has never been clear why the two power couple went their separate ways since none of them has ever given a clear statement of the reasons for the breakup. What we however know is that the breakup took a toll on Vivian leading her to pause her music career for a while.
A while ago Vivian made a post on her social media that read, “As adults, life is about choices. Everyone has a choice to be with who they want to be with. The person I was with decided to leave and there was nothing I could do.”
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In yet another post on her Instagram, Vivian posted a short throwback video of Sam West proposing to her a few years ago on live Tv at Citizen and followed up the video with a caption, "Ndio huyo Murife."
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This was in reference to a statement Sam West made a few weeks ago in regard to the fall of his marriage to Vilian where he said he was forced to run from his marriage to guard his sanity.
It is not clear why the two split up but what is clear is that whatever happened between them, left Vivian in a very bad emotional place.
Just last week Vivian posted a question to her fans asking them for advice on what to do when a past lover wants to come back into their life.
"What would make you take back an ex who was away and now wants to come back after one or two years being away and distant," the post read.
A lot of fans read and interpreted that as a sign that Vivian's ex Sam West wants to come back. Well, the fans have had different opinions on the matter, but still, Vivian is the one who would make the final decision.
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Not too long ago Vivian posted saying that she is not okay and needs her fans to pray for her since someone who left them now hates them.
"I am not well. I have been getting support but sometimes I crash. My heart is so heavy . Someone left us and now hates us.
I’ve been trying to rebuild but I’ve been wondering why. Please pray for me because I’m still a mother."
This was after she revealed that they are not on the same ride with her husband Sam West, at the moment in an interview with 2mbili the comedian. Her post led many to think that maybe it is the situation of their relationship that had led her to make that post with the person she is referring to in the post, being Sam West.
Fans have been worried and concerned that Vivian is depressed seeing that she has also stayed for a long time without releasing new music. She shortly after went on to shave all her hair and this is what she had to say about it.
" I realized that no matter what I did or what I said and how unprepared I was for the changes in my life that it was completely above my power.
So instead of searching for worldly comfort God necessitated that I yearn for Him. It was very strange.
And on those days I get into despair over my past life, my upbringing and other pains I force myself to shift focus.
I am not sure about the future and this message is not for critics or wajuaji.
“I’m extremely hurt and broken and I am not sure what this is doing to my brain.”